Finding my identity as a ‘in-between’ sized fashion blogger.

fashion blogging, in-between size
fashion blogging, in-between size

So today I want to talk about something that I’ve wanted to write about for a while, but just didn’t quite know how to – being an ‘in-between’ sized fashion blogger.

First off, I already hate the term ‘in-between sized’ but I can’t honestly come up with anything else to describe it that would fit in a blog post title. But what I mean is being someone who isn’t thin or slim but doesn’t fit into the plus size category either. So ‘in-between sized’ was the best that I could come up with.

I think it’s safe to say that the fashion blogging world is dominated by thin women. Of course, there are some incredible plus sized (and in-between sized!) fashion bloggers out there but I think it’s a fair estimation that the most popular and successful fashion bloggers are normally thin sized 6-8 women.

Now, that isn’t a dig at sized 6-8 fashion bloggers. There is nothing wrong with being any sort of size, weight or shape. But (due to magazines, T.V, films..) our society is just conditioned to think that this is the only body shape that people should see in the media. To be honest, I thought this way until recently.

I talked about this in my body confidence post last year, but I put on a lot of weight back in 2016 after I had a bad ski accident and tore ligaments in my knee. I put on weight fast – within a month of my accident, most of my clothes didn’t fit me any more. Since then, I’ve found it really difficult to lose that weight and to be honest it’s something I’ve really struggled with.

One thing I found really hard was continuing with fashion blogging. After the weight gain, I looked quite different in photos. I hated the way that I looked in clothes and most of the time when I took outfit photos I would delete them afterwards. I stopped creating outfit posts regularly and sort of resigned myself to the fact that I just wasn’t meant to be a fashion blogger anymore – I genuinely thought that no one would want to look at pictures of me in clothes or listen to me talking about fashion because I wasn’t thin enough.

However, earlier this year I started to feel differently. I guess I’d had more time to adjust to my new dress size and got more used to the way that I look now. But another huge influence for me has been other bloggers that I can identify with body-wise sharing fashion content. Seeing women who have a similar body shape and size to me did wonders for my self-confidence and made me feel like, yeah I can do this. 

Bloggers like Hannah Gale, Chloe Plumstead and Alix from I Covet Thee have been huge inspirations for me creating fashion content. I really hope it’s ok to make this comparison, I’m worried that if they were to see this post they’d think “I look nothing like her” (I’m freaking out quite a bit just typing this out, tbh).

So I started to post more fashion content, both here and on my Instagram. I’ll be honest, there are quite a few photos where I didn’t like the way my body looked but I told myself to just post them anyway. After I did it a few times it just became normal – because you know what, that is what my body looks like. My arms are a bit chubby, my legs aren’t toned, I don’t have a flat stomach. A lot of other people look like that too.

It occurred to me that if seeing other bloggers with a similar body shape made me feel much more confident, that perhaps people seeing my pictures who identify with me might feel more confident too. After this little epiphany, not posting a photo I really liked because I had a bit of arm chub in it felt a bit silly.

With all that said, I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to lose some weight. I’d like to get fitter, eat healthier and feel a bit leaner. Saying that makes me feel a bit guilty somehow, because I know the whole body positivity movement is meant to be about accepting every single body as beautiful. The thing is, I do think that every body type is beautiful and I think I’ve made a lot of progress with my own body confidence. But I would feel more comfortable losing a little bit of weight. Does that make me a hypocrite? Maybe, but it’s just the way I feel.

So that was my (rather long) ramble about being an ‘in-between sized’ fashion blogger. I’m pretty nervous about hitting publish on this one – it’s out of my comfort zone to talk about personal things really. I am also one of those people who constantly overthinks about things and just doesn’t want to offend anyone!

Please do let me know what you think about all of this. Does seeing other bloggers with similar body types to you make you feel more confident? Or do you just not notice that at all and only care about the clothes?


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  • I loved this post, and can I just say that you look stunning in those pictures! I hate the feeling of comparison, so finding people you look up to in the blogging world is so much better, I love your fashion posts and hope they continue! xx

  • Courtney Hardy says:

    This post was awesome girl. It really takes a lot of guts to open up about about this topic. I think you look amazing, and I really think there needs to be more girls like you in the fashion blogging community. The media can be very damaging, and seeing super thin girls everywhere can be degrading for woman that don’t look like models. But just keep being you because you’re beautiful. And it’s awesome that you started posting more.

  • Chantelle says:

    Love this post Hun, and you look beautiful!! Love that dress so much!
    Chantelle x
    The Girl In The Tartan Scarf

  • Sophie Cliff says:

    I loved this post – you’re absolutely right, there are hundreds of different shapes and sizes in real life, so why should we only see a couple in the media? It can be so hard not to compare when there is so much content available to us, but you always look absolutely gorgeous and you’re definitely a blogger I always head to for inspo as we’re a similar size! x
    Sophie Cliff

  • Let me say first that your style is great! that means that you know how to dress your body and how to make yourself look amazing!!! From my experience, I really started to loose weight when I stopped thinking about to be on diet, lol. I realized that i dropped down some kilos when I finally felt happy in my life and I didn’t care about food anymore. if I wanted pasta I went for pasta without feeling guilty. And the fact that I didn’t feel guilty made me eat less and appreciate more the food. Hope this helps! In any case, don’t give up to blogging!! xx

  • Emily says:

    Your body is absolutely gorgeous! And I’m sure Hannah, Chloe and Alix would be honoured to be compared to you! Your definitely not a hypocrite for wanting to lose wait! You’re preaching body positivity about the body that you’re in now, in the past and in the future! Your style is amazing too! You do you girl! Xxx

  • Savannah Giersthove says:

    Love this honest post! Seeing other individuals that are similar really does help with self-acceptance. I think there is nothing wrong with wanting to loose weight/become healthier as wanting to improve your overall health is a positive thing, however when you want to change the entire shape of your body or put yourself on harsh diets that’s where it becomes dangerous (and unnecessary). As long as we all aim to become a better/healthier version of ourselves there’s nothing wrong with that is it? For me personally, that means doing regular (short) workouts so I can eat my beloved chocolate without feeling guilty hahaha! x

  • The Sunday Mode says:

    I loved this post and I absolutely LOVE seeing people of all shapes and sizes doing fashion posts. It’s funny because when I go to do fashion photos as well I think I’m not ‘small’ enough to be a fashion blogger but when it comes to the kinds of posts I want to read, I actually find looking at fashion bloggers who aren’t absolutely tiny to be more enjoyable and better for my mental health, because it reminds me that there is more than 1 body type out there!

    Julia // The Sunday Mode

  • Linda Solimine says:

    Fantastic! You’ve articulated very well how I’ve been trying to find a place as both an “in-betweener” and a midlfe blogger. I wrote something similar about a year ago on my blog (“Not Plus Enough”) because even though the dept stores, designers and modeling agencies would classify me as plus-size wearing a size 12/14, many in the plus-size world do not, so it’s a weird limbo to be in. Really love your blog!

  • This is a great post. I 100% think we need more women of all shapes and sizes in the media.

  • Could not love this post more Lyns <3 It's hard to get inspired by fashion blogging if you just can't see yourself in the clothes, you know? Which is why it's so important to me to see bloggers of all sizes in this media that we are creating for ourselves. I hope the resoundingly positive reaction to this post has justified your decision to publish it!

    Also: you look absolutely fab in these pics.

    Lis / last year’s girl x

  • Abi Richards says:

    Yes! You look AMAZING! I had completely gone off reading blogs and being involved in the community because I felt like I couldn’t relate to anyone. Then I found so many bloggers who look and sound similar to me and it has given me so much confidence in loads of aspects.

    Love your blog gal, don’t feel nervous for anything you write.

    Abi xx

  • Lauren says:

    Loved reading this post and you look great! You’re totally right, seeing different people with different body types and looks is so refreshing because it reminds everyone that there isn’t just one body type, and if you want to blog about fashion – you blog about fashion and feel confident about it!
    Lauren x

  • Alice Red says:

    I’m so glad you wrote this because I have a very similar struggle. I’m curvy but not plus sized, and I don’t see many people who look like me in the blogging world or elsewhere in the media. But you look amazing! So if I can like the way you look, maybe I can like the way I look? Either way, keep posting fashion pictures, because we need more representation of every body type.